Part 1 ended where my former life ended, leaving a dream job, applying for disability benefits from Canada Pension (got turned down 3 times), trying to take care of a 5 year old and a 7 year old who still needed me to cut their meat when I couldn't hold a knife a fork, driving them to school everyday when I shouldn't have been driving anymore (thankfully they weren't with me when I totaled the van), and my husband was a truck driver working insanely long unpredictable hours.
This was the darkest part of my life...
When I was 45 I was almost a grandma not watching young children. Oh my gosh, this has to be extra hard. Lean on God.
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